Updated: Jun 11, 2019
As Ancient Souls, we have access to all the information we need to complete our journey. I was gifted with a life-line to Spirit at the age of one-and-a-half years old. My first near death experience, I watched my body from above in surgery, as my face was rebuilt from a fatal blow. I conversed with Master Jesus about the importance of my life's journey and my agreement to transcend a horrific quest of domestic abuse, patriarchial society dominance, and oaths of secrecy that bound my Soul. I have died 13 times in total, each time I brought back a wealth of wisdom from the Infinite.
I was a beautiful Light and radiance in the house of horrors I grew up in. I saw the purity of one's Soul's mission and thus I understood the anguish of my family and their violence as they lashed out in their angst. I knew unconditional love to the depth of my core. The most precious gift I was given was my connection to Source; a wise, all-knowing guidance that safely navigated me to wholeness.
Mocked for my gifts of vision, my ability to see into other realms, and inability to fully communicate what I knew, I was called a witch. My innocence was abtrusive and not appreciated. Slowly I was beaten into my silence, where no one would ever know the wonderment of my access to other realms. I lived in my own private world with Spirit where I was taught the Higher purpose of what was occuring around me.
Our bodies have cellular memory that contain all the experiences of our lifetime, conscious and unconscious, interwoven with experiences from parallel lifetimes. This is designed to create balance and resolution within our Soul's journey. I experienced a lifetime of violence and emotional abuse in my home, something I have never shared with many people. Seeking freedom from my childhood, my marriage, society and religion; I walked away from the unfathable with my children and I left my life behind.
Cankered in my body through the trauma and secrecy, the consistent thoughts of my suffering plagued my mind. In search of my own freedom, I found my gifts of healing through my work as a Neuro Energetic Kinesiology as well as various other modalities, all which were the cutting edge of alternative medicine. Combined with my mystic gifts and all that I had learned in my studies; ultimately I created my own healing orchestration and path to my wellness.
As I shared in my previous post, I had gangrene in my root canals, sinus cavity, jaw, and blood stream. I was bedridden for five years, and died in surgery. I did not have a doctor that directed or oversaw my healing journey. I am alive because of the tools I have been given, the gentle wise, guidance of my Higher Self, the alignment with some incredible mentors and healers, and the compassionate love from some very generous friends.
~Elayne Le Monde ©Elayne Le Monde