45 Video Lessons that Transcend your Outdated Intimacy Wounds, Awaken your Authentic Essence, and Mentor you to become both the Observer and the Observed - Through your Embodiment.

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Introduction

Healing Intimacy is a deep, transformational journey into the sacred relationship between self, body, and others. This course invites you to awaken your highest potential through emotional regulation, embodied presence, and the integration of shadow and light. Through personal reflection, conscious connection, and cellular healing, you’ll restore balance, access your inner alchemist, and reclaim intimacy as a gateway to empowerment, authenticity, and divine co-creation. It's a path of becoming fully alive; safe in your body, open in your heart, and aligned with the truth of who you are.

Sexual Integrity

In this foundational module, we awaken to the power and responsibility of sexual integrity; the alignment of our erotic energy with our truth, values, and embodied sovereignty. Sexual integrity is not about perfection or repression, but about congruence: when desire, consent, presence, and soul speak the same language. In a world that often glamorizes disembodiment or silences pleasure altogether, this module is a reclamation of choice, clarity, and coherence. Here, we explore how to honor the sacredness of our sexual expression and deepen trust with ourselves and others by living in erotic truth.

Discernment

This module is an initiation into the sacred power of discernment: the compass of the soul. As we are constantly bombarded by societal thought-forms, external projections, and inherited conditioning, true clarity becomes a radical act of self-responsibility. Through deep presence, emotional clearing, and sacred witnessing, we begin to distinguish between noise and knowing, illusion and intuition. This is the path of re-attuning to the true internal voice — the one aligned with our highest trajectory of joy, love, and embodied truth. Here, discernment is not judgment, but an act of love: protecting the temple, honoring our desires, and choosing partnership and intimacy from empowered sovereignty.

Chakra Pillar Awareness

In this module, we journey through the sacred architecture of the chakra pillar - the central current of energy that weaves through the physical and subtle bodies, connecting Earth to Spirit. This is the restoration of divine order within chaos, where frequency becomes form, and awareness returns to the body as a living instrument of resonance. From the Earth Star to the Soul Star chakra, each energy center becomes a portal to deeper presence, self-knowledge, and unshakable embodiment. Here, we remember the body as a cymatic map; a vortex of spinning intelligence where light meets matter, and where balance births coherence.

God / Goddess Self

This module activates the remembrance of your divine inheritance, the eternal God/Goddess Self encoded within your DNA and expressed through your living body. As multidimensional beings, you are no longer bound to old paradigms of limitation but are invited to embody your master frequency, ignite your inner geometries, and access the ecstatic realms of knowing, sensuality, and divine intelligence. Here, in the Age of Aquarius - the age of sovereign knowing - you reclaim sacred pleasure, visionary insight, and the power to rewrite unconscious stories. Through light, sound, and sensation, you meet your Future Self now.

Sexual Superfood

This module invites you into the raw, untamed power of your sexual energy; not merely for pleasure or procreation, but for profound transformation and soul nourishment. Here, sexuality is revealed as a superfood for consciousness: an alchemical force encoded in your design that awakens, purifies, and regenerates. By witnessing pain, sorrow, and distorted imprints stored within the body, you transmute shadow into light, trauma into treasure. This sacred current becomes your source of pure joy, power, and embodied enlightenment.

Shakti

This module awakens the sacred force of Shakti, the primordial feminine life-force that births form, movement, and renewal. Shakti purifies, destructs, and creates - cycling the soul through ancient remembrance and new beginnings. Here, you’ll explore the organic rhythms of the feminine principle, learning to welcome its wildness, firestorms, and fertile voids. We honor Shakti not as chaos, but as sacred design, flowing through the body, Earth, and cosmos. When unified with Shiva in the heart, Shakti becomes embodied enlightenment: radiant, sensual, unapologetically alive.

Unconscious Sex

In this pivotal module, we confront the shadow of unconscious sex. The moments where we surrendered not from love, but from fear, numbness, or conditioning. Whether through disconnection, shame, silence, people-pleasing, or trauma response, many have entered sexual spaces without true consent, without voice, or without the power to say "no." Here, we illuminate the patterns: saying yes when we meant no, overriding body signals, enduring to avoid rejection, performing to earn validation, or dissociating to survive. We also unravel the ancestral, cultural, and energetic imprints that have shaped distorted intimacy.

Sex Is An Amplifier

Sex is not neutral. It amplifies our internal state - be it numbness, repression, longing, or presence. In a world that normalizes casual and unconscious sex, many have become callous to their own hearts and bodies. This module brings sacred clarity to the cost of sexual bypassing, not to induce guilt, but to empower true choice. When we meet ourselves honestly, we begin to change the patterns that keep us looping in disconnection. Here, you are invited to meet your wounds, forgive the past, and remember the sovereign being within who chooses with clarity, wholeness, and love.

Sexual Imprint

Sexual energy imprints. Long after a physical encounter ends, the energetic threads remain - bonded through hormones, soul cords, emotional entanglements, and unconscious agreements. This module illuminates how imprints can scatter, distort, or drain life-force, particularly through repeated or unconscious sexual connections. We address phenomena such as energetic hooking, demonic attachments, and psychic cording while offering sacred technologies to restore energetic purity, sovereignty, and deep lightbody healing. Reclaim your sexual field as sacred land.

Shadow Work

This module is a descent into the sacred dark; a journey into the hidden crevices of the self where wounds, triggers, ancestral pain, and unconscious patterns dwell. Here, we stop bypassing, stop spiritually masking, and instead allow ourselves to feel, witness, and alchemize. Through radical self-responsibility and intimate honesty, shadow becomes fuel for transformation. What once held us hostage now becomes holy ground. Through this work, we remember: We are becoming whole.

True Desires

We arrive at the altar of our True Desires - a place once buried beneath layers of guilt, conditioning, rejection, and silence. Many of us were taught that desire made us dangerous, or that our worth came through someone else's hunger for us. In this temple, we remember: desire is divine intelligence. It is the whisper of soul through flesh, a sacred map to aliveness. This is not the desire rooted in performance, transaction, or trauma; but the one born of truth, longing, and liberation.

Sacred Act

A sacred sexual act is a conscious, mutual exchange where bodies merge and blend in a ceremonial dance of trust, presence, and surrender. Rooted in equality and deep respect, this intimate union transcends physical pleasure, offering a spiritual exchange that restores and regenerates. Within a safe and honoring environment, sensual expression becomes a pathway to healing and transformation. As perspectives shift and boundaries dissolve, partners connect on a deeper level—awakening a profound sense of unity, wholeness, and sacred embodiment.

Body Memory

The body remembers what the mind forgets. Every touch, every breath, every moment of penetrative sex - whether welcomed, endured, or avoided - leaves a vibrational imprint in the tissues, nervous system, and energetic field. These imprints form a silent language: craving without clarity, numbness without cause, fear without narrative. The body becomes a map of stored memory - sexual, emotional, ancestral - carrying the residuals of past experiences long after they've ended. When sex is unconscious, transactional, or misaligned, it imprints a template of separation, leaving the nervous system disregulated and the soul disoriented. Over time, this unresolved memory distorts desire, intimacy, and sovereignty. But through sacred remembrance, presence, and reclamation, we begin to rewrite the script.

Womb Memories

In this module, we enter the sacred terrain of womb memory: the deep reservoir of emotional, sexual, and energetic imprints stored in the yoni and womb space. Here reside the echoes of what was not met, the performances endured, the touch not aligned, the desire withheld, and the pain absorbed in silence. Many carry womb codes shaped by obligation, silence, or survival, leading to a disconnect from pleasure, libido, orgasm, and authenticity. This journey is not about fixing but remembering. It is a sacred homecoming to the voice, wisdom, and power of the womb - the place where we no longer act turned on but instead awaken to what is truly alive.

Trauma Response

This module guides us into the subtle and sometimes hidden world of trauma responses; the places we splintered to protect, performed to survive, and disconnected to avoid pain. Many sexual encounters, emotional dynamics, and relationship patterns are not rooted in freedom but in a trauma-coded loop: one that mimics connection but avoids intimacy. In this sacred space, we begin to witness the part of us that traded authenticity for approval, silence for safety, and body truth for emotional survival. Through awareness, presence, and reclamation, we soften our grip on the internal guardian that’s kept us safe and step into conscious sensual embodiment.

Clearing the War Within

This module enters the battlefield within - where suppressed pain, distorted beliefs, and body shame wage war against your divinity. From survival-driven sexual encounters to the buried disgust projected inward, we bring light to trauma cycles stored deep within the soma. Through sacred tools and the introduction of the "Gold Box" technique - a psychic recycle bin for outdated programs - we transmute raw emotional pain into the alchemical fire of transformation. This work initiates the deepest layers of integration, awakening your courage, and restoring reverence for the inner temple.

Gold Box Healing

This module delivers the sacred synthesis of your journey: the Gold Box Healing. The Gold Box is a recycle tool used in order to put the energy into a place where it may be observed as the observer. This process should be used following each trigger in order to teach you how to deal with energetic imprints, traumas, bonds, and sexual cords with old sexual patterns. With conscious awareness of your emotional and energetic residuals, you will call back scattered energy, release trauma stored in the holographic field, and purify deeply embedded distortions—ancestral, karmic, and personal. You’ll work with the five elements, Ho’oponopono, and the quantum field to release the density of the past and become a channel for miracles. This is the integration of pain into power, distortion into light, and shadow into sacred service. You now enter the field of pure grace, reconnected to your divine inheritance.

Core Wounds

This module initiates deep remembrance and healing of humanity's core wound - the illusion of separation from Source. It is from this fracture that fear, unworthiness, trauma, and survival-based love patterns were born. Many of our romantic and sexual entanglements echo this original wound. As we recognize that we are not broken, but fragmented by design to remember the whole, we begin to reclaim the scattered soul shards. Through honoring time alone, we purify survival programming and return to a state of conscious embodiment and heart-led relating.

Wounded People

This module brings us face-to-face with one of humanity's deepest truths: hurt people hurt people. When abuse, betrayal, and emotional neglect go unhealed, they fester - passed unconsciously from parent to child, lover to lover. The soul’s calling in this work is to become the breaker of the chain. To hold sacred space for our own innocence and pain, to see clearly the patterns, to end the silent cycles, and reclaim the parts of us that were once abandoned. In remembering, we interrupt the poison.

Sexual Patterns

Sexual patterns are not surface-level wounds; they are spiral gateways to the deepest core of the soul’s remembered pain. These distortions are encoded through experience, ancestry, thought-forms, and vibrational density. The healing does not happen in a straight line - it loops, spirals, and returns. This module invites sacred witnessing: to observe without judgment, to parent the inner child with gentleness, and to clear the residual pain body stories of unworthiness, abandonment, and distortion. As we meet ourselves fully, we become clear channels once more.

Inner Child

This module invites you to meet your Inner Child not as a fragmented past version of you, but as a sacred messenger carrying the keys to your wholeness, creativity, and intuition. Through deep witnessing, compassionate acknowledgment, and conscious reprogramming, you become the loving, safe Sacred Parent your inner child has always needed. This work allows for deep integration of trauma, the merging of the heart and mind, and the reclamation of your original innocence. From this space, your raw emotional energy becomes power, trust, and divine potential.

Emotional Freedom Technique

Emotional Freedom Technique (EFT), also known as “tapping,” is a gentle yet powerful healing modality created by Gary Craig in the 1990s. Rooted in both modern psychology and ancient Chinese acupressure, EFT works by tapping on specific meridian points while voicing emotional truths and affirmations. This technique helps to release energetic blocks, reduce emotional intensity, and restore balance to the nervous system. Often described as emotional acupuncture without needles, EFT empowers individuals to acknowledge pain while creating space for new, healing patterns. Within this Mystery School context, EFT becomes a bridge between body and spirit, helping us alchemize shadow into sovereignty.

Addictions

This module explores the root of addiction as a multidimensional wound carried through biology, environment, and development. Addiction is not merely a habit; it is a symptom of deep soul fragmentation, ancestral trauma, and unmet emotional needs. As sovereign beings, we carry the power to repattern our DNA, clear ancestral programs, and restore sacred choice. Here, we do not shame the craving, we listen to it. We honor it as a distorted form of a holy desire: to return to wholeness.

Co-Dependency

Co-dependency is a distortion of love born from trauma, confusion, and the survival instinct. It entangles victim, perpetrator, and enabler in an unconscious dance of need and fear. In this module, we illuminate the hidden dynamics of control, manipulation, and self-abandonment that fuel these patterns. Through deep witnessing, reclamation, and courageous detachment, we step into the clarity of self-responsibility. Healing is not about fixing another, it is about reclaiming your wholeness, choosing truth, and embodying love without bondage.

Sexual Addictions

Sexual addiction is not about desire; it is about disconnection. In the pain of trauma, abuse, neglect, or longing, we may begin to use sex not as sacred union but as sedation, control, or escape. This module unveils the energetic, biological, ancestral, and psychological layers of sexual addiction. You are not broken. You are sacred. And now you are ready to reclaim your raw creative force. Through compassionate witnessing, nervous system healing, ancestral clearing, and deep reconnection with the body, we transmute addiction into embodied power. You will learn to feel again, trust again, and love again.

Pornography

Pornography is a counterfeit version of sacred union - an artificial response to the deep longing for love, connection, and intimacy. It fragments the body, distorts the heart, and creates patterns of addiction, shame, and self-abandonment. In this module, we courageously address the visual programming, energetic entanglements, and emotional suppression that pornography perpetuates. Through grief, compassion, and radical honesty, we unhook the illusions and open the doorway to real intimacy. First within ourselves, then with others. The war ends here.

Masturbation

Masturbation, when disconnected from love, becomes a substitute for connection and a release valve for emotional pressure. Many carry shame from religious or societal conditioning, or develop addictive behaviors tied to fantasy and unresolved wounds. In this module, we explore masturbation not as a sin, nor as an indulgence, but as an opportunity to reclaim our sacred sexual energy - consciously. We move from secrecy to sacredness, and from depletion to regeneration. The path is not suppression, but sacred remembrance.

Relationship Failure

In this module, we witness the reality of relationship collapse—the patterns, secrets, unconscious sexuality, and lack of intimacy that rupture sacred connection. Many partnerships fail not from lack of love, but from cycles of avoidance, pain, fantasy, and unhealed inner child wounds. Pornography, masturbation, emotional distance, and unreconciled traumas compound separation. We are here to interrupt this cycle to awaken to responsible, heart-connected intimacy. Through sacred reclamation of sovereign sexual beingness, we can touch again from the soul and return to divine union.

Patterns of Incest

This module calls us to face one of humanity’s oldest, most buried wounds: incest. These violations, often cloaked in silence and distortion, fracture trust, desecrate the innocence of the inner child, and disrupt the flow of sacred sexuality across generations. We journey through the shadows; acknowledging betrayal by caregivers, clergy, or family who crossed the most sacred boundaries. It is not our shame to carry. Through truth, courage, and reclamation, we dissolve these parasitic patterns and restore sovereignty to the soul. Silence becomes voice. Violation becomes holy restoration.

Sexual Misuse

This module invites us to turn inward and face the collective and personal misuse of sexual energy. In a world where unconscious sex has become normalized - driven by fantasy, pornographic culture, performance, and the suppression of emotion - we lose connection to the sacredness of intimacy. This is a journey of becoming radically responsible for where, how, and with whom we allow our energy to flow. Sexual misuse leaves deep spiritual imprints, cording, and karmic entanglement. Through this module, we reclaim sex as a sacred act, restore presence, and awaken the original design of union: healing, expansion, connection, and love.

Emotional Intelligence

This module offers a journey into the sacred realm of Emotional Intelligence - the ability to recognize, feel, and transmute emotions without abandoning the self. Our stories of betrayal, obsession, cheating, depletion, and unprocessed trauma are not meant to define us, but to awaken the alchemist within. We are all, at different times, the perpetrator, the victim, the enabler. Emotional intelligence invites accountability without shame, witnessing without collapse, and transformation without bypass. From this inner clarity, we reforge contracts of integrity - with ourselves and others - and learn to love from wholeness, not fear.

Right Relationship

This module explores the sacred blueprint of Right Relationship: one rooted in energetic clarity, respect, and sovereign connection. Many live entangled in cords of old partners, karmic loops, dating programs, and addictions that distort the truth of intimacy. When we date, connect, or share sexual energy without presence or integrity, we may unknowingly fragment, diverting from our true path. Right relationship begins with the self; only from clarity within can we align to clarity without. This module is a reclamation of your romantic sovereignty, helping you unhook from what was never yours to hold.

Vibrational Match

This module explores the law of vibrational match - the unseen force that draws people, experiences, and patterns into our lives. When we align with lower vibrational archetypes, relationships, and environments, we reinforce cycles of disempowerment. You become like the energy you most surround yourself with, including your partner. If your partnership doesn’t reflect who you are becoming, it’s time to assess, shift, or release. This module is a sacred invitation to become a sovereign frequency holder, mastering the vibration of truth, alignment, and self-respect: especially in intimate dynamics.

Demonic Attachments

In this module, we enter the forbidden temple—where energy has been stolen, distorted, and desecrated. Demonic frequencies, energetic parasites, and vampiric thought-forms often feast on unconscious sexuality, especially where there is trauma, addiction, shame, or secrecy. These beings thrive in lower vibrations, feeding on guilt, despair, and unresolved pain. When sexuality is disconnected from love and sacredness, it becomes an open gateway for possession, fragmentation, and soul disempowerment. This is a fierce and holy initiation to cleanse, reclaim, and restore your sexual sovereignty, reconnecting to your life-force with reverence and power.

Energetic Forcefield

Each sacred union creates an energetic forcefield - a magnetic container woven through trust, intimacy, and presence. This field can either be reinforced through conscious love or fractured through secrets, betrayal, and unconscious sexual behavior. Counterfeit love disrupts the frequency of truth and opens the door to karmic entanglement. Through this module, we illuminate the unseen energetic cords that bind or repel, learning to purify our personal field and neutralize karma through sacred witnessing, presence, and honesty. What was once painful becomes alchemical. We remember the divine intelligence within every fracture.

Cutting Cords

Every intimate connection leaves an energetic trace, especially those involving trauma, betrayal, emotional manipulation, or unconscious sex. These lingering cords can tether us to old pain and affect our ability to form true connection. In this module, we enter the sacred process of cutting cords not out of rejection, but through awareness, love, and liberation. We reclaim energy lost to past lovers, abusers, imprints, and unmet needs. As we dissolve the cords, we repattern the frequency of our relating - emerging clear, sovereign, and present for true union.

Liberating Patterns

In this module, we journey through the hidden patterns that bind us to unconscious sexual imprints, illusions of love, and the despair of counterfeit connections. This is a path toward sacred union; first with Self, then with another. We unravel the entanglements of lust masquerading as intimacy and reclaim love as a devotional state rooted in reverence, vulnerability, and truth. Through ceremony, invocation, and embodied reclamation, we soften into divine polarity and choose conscious union.

Body Awareness

This module is an invitation to awaken the deep intelligence of the body, to listen to the internal voice of the hara, and to restore the body’s sovereignty through reverence, apology, and conscious reprogramming. We explore the subtle layers of intimacy, cellular memory, and the pain of being touched without love. Through conscious reclamation, we reestablish agreements with our body that affirm only love, devotion, and sacred connection shall pass through. This is a return to touch as communication, the body as oracle, and pleasure as a holy pathway to remembrance and trust.

Born Anew

This module offers a sacred passage into conscious rebirth. To be born anew is to dissolve outdated identities, stories, and karmic contracts - reclaiming the soul’s original essence and power to create. Through imagination and felt experience, we rewrite our inner script and allow the future to form through feeling states of love, worthiness, and wonder. Here, we return to the sacred geometry of conception, gestation, and birth - not biologically, but spiritually - to reset the body as a clear temple ready to receive a new dream. You are both creator and creation. You are remembrance embodied.

Return to Innocence

In this module, we journey back into innocence, the sacred state of now. By unhooking from the pain of memory and the anxiety of imagined futures, we return to the present through sensation, frequency, and authenticity. Like a child exploring the world with reverent curiosity, we experience the soul through the body. Here, chakras become gateways of wonder; alive, vibrant, and responsive to energy in and out. You are invited to clear your pillar of light, become the master of your frequency, and act from the vibration of your highest outcome, as if it is already realized. In this space, presence becomes the prayer.

Embodied Worthiness

In this module, we awaken and expand the embodied remembrance that you are worthy just by existing. You are not here by accident, you are chosen, sourced, and encoded with power. Through worthiness, we rewrite unconscious patterns of limitation, separation, and false identities. You are a fractal of the Infinite, here to merge with pure Source from the inside out and radiate like the sun. As you reclaim your essence, you heal your field, clarify your frequency, and open to healthy co-creative relationships, including sacred sexual exchange. This is the return to self-celebration and the embodiment of sovereign divinity.

Gold Box Final

This module is an initiation into creative transmutation. A space to clear, reclaim, and rewrite the energetic architecture of the Self. Through intention, ritual, and embodied expression, this work opens a space for calling back soul fragments, integrating old realities, and consciously designing a new internal program rooted in divine will and creative brilliance. The Gold Box is a portal where residue becomes resource, pain becomes power, and creation becomes sacred truth in motion.

Receiver

This module invites you into the sacred seat of feminine receptivity - the Holy Grail within, the vessel of creation, the awakened womb. As receivers, the feminine translates light into form, love into life. We explore how to fully embody sensual receptivity rooted in sacredness, creativity, and truth; not counterfeit seduction, but true embodied sensuality. Here, we restore reverence for the womb as temple, the body as oracle, and the masculine as giver whose offerings awaken the feminine into fullness. We remember that to receive in love is to blossom.

Feminine Reverance

This module calls the sacred feminine home: into reverence, into embodiment, into the rhythms of the Earth. True feminine reverence is not about submission, but anchoring deep power. A power that blossoms when the masculine provides the protection, presence, and support for her to safely emerge. The feminine opens as receiver and transmitter of divine intelligence, absorbing the life-giving energy of Mother Earth and restoring Her presence within. Through the sacred spine, the ida and pingala awaken, rising like serpents in balance. This is the ignition of the feminine principle as frequency, rhythm, and embodied earth magic.

Shekinah

In this sacred module, we restore the Shekina - the radiant indwelling presence of the Divine Feminine - as the living principle of reverence, sensuality, and creative power. Shekina is not distant; She lives through us, in us, and as us. Through deep devotional intention, we reclaim the sacred feminine’s role in guiding, receiving, and creating from love, not lack. This transmission rewrites unconscious conditioning around touch, sexuality, and creation, teaching the body to receive without performance. Here, we awaken the feminine Godhead and return to divine balance, where giving and receiving are in sacred union.

Kundalini

This module is a deep transmission into the awakening of Kundalini, the sacred feminine force that rests coiled within us, awaiting activation. This powerful life force rises through the central channel, merging with Shiva, the sacred masculine, in a divine inner union. Through this union of Spirit and Matter, we awaken the full remembering of the God/Goddess within. We honor the body not as something to transcend, but as the temple of illumination, the path to self-mastery, sacred sexuality, and divine embodiment. This is a return to wholeness.

Soul Infusion

This module guides you into the embodiment of your Divine Blueprint - an anchoring of the I AM Presence through the full system of soul star to earth star, reactivating dormant crystalline codes within your DNA. You are invited to reclaim your authentic expression, dissolve outdated programs, and allow the golden diamond light of your soul to awaken from within. Through this, the soul infuses the body temple, expanding you into wholeness and creative truth.

True Trajectory

This module invites you to merge with your future self - the version of you who already lives your deepest joy, truth, and soul purpose. Through heart-centered frequency alignment, DNA activation, and present-time embodiment, you anchor into a trajectory guided by passion, gratitude, and presence. This is a remembrance of who you already are, encoded and complete. You now walk as your future self: embodied, grounded, and alive in the truth of your divine design.

Reverencing the Cosmic Womb

This module honors the Cosmic Womb of Creation. The dark, fertile void from which all life emerges and into which we must surrender to be spiritually reborn. Within this infinite field, the divine feminine blueprint weaves sacred geometry, encodes DNA remembrance, and births new consciousness. As we reconnect with the Krystaline web of life, we align with our soul’s original design, accessing primordial co-creative power. This journey is one of descent into the womb-dark to rise reborn into ecstatic, crystalline clarity - carrying light through shadow and form.

Healing Intimacy

Introduction

Module 1